I mean, should I even call these “Mommy MONDAY” posts any more? I can’t seem to get these up on Mondays these days! haha But, better late than never, right? :)
There honestly aren’t any real updates … which is good! The only update is that (TMI ALERT) I lost my mucous plug last week. I wont go into any more details about it, but basically it’s just a sign that labor is near.
But other than that, nothing new! I have been getting a bit of swelling in my feet and they definitely ache by the end of the day. Ben has been so sweet, rubbing them and letting me lounge around as much as possible. He has been waking up with James in the mornings even on work days so that I can sleep for an extra half hour or so. He is just the very best. I’m so so lucky to have him!
Yesterday, some friends from Music Class took James and I out to lunch as a sort of little baby shower for the new baby! It was so very sweet and really meant a lot to me! They gave us the cutest little clothes for the baby too - truck themed, of course, since James and his buddy are very into trucks and construction. The new baby will fit right in with the big boys! I’m so thankful for such an amazing new friend for James AND for me. :)
Let’s see…what else? I am having the WORST anxiety about labor and delivery and about how James’ life will be impacted by a new baby. I am just having the worst thoughts - like, what if I DIE during labor? I actually wrote letters to Ben, James, and the new baby the other night in case I die. So dramatic, I know. But I’m seriously SCARED guys! Last time I was in labor I was told there was a good chance I was going to die, so I am sure that is having something to do with my intense fear this time.
Plus, I’m just scared of not getting to the hospital in time, or not getting the epidural in time, and for the general discomfort and unpleasantness of labor and delivery …and for postpartum recovery. And for newborn life, because, let’s be honest - it’s hard! And the sleep deprivation! And not having as much time for James….gah. I’m trying to just take deep breaths and not over think things and trust God. But, prayers are much appreciated!!
Here’s this week’s survey:
How far along: 37 weeks 4 days
Total weight gain/loss: Up around 40lbs.
Maternity clothes? Yes! Living in my maternity leggings and big t-shirts!
Stretch marks? Lots!
Sleep: Not good. haha
Best moment this week: Lunch with sweet friends!
Have you told family and friends: Yes!
Movement: All the time!
Food cravings: Everything…I can’t wait to be able to have a chicken caesar salad again!!
Anything making you queasy or sick: No.
Have you started to show yet: Yep!
Labor Signs: Back pain, period-like cramps, Braxton Hicks, lost mucus plug
Belly Button in or out? It's pretty much flat now.
Wedding rings on or off? Off! Wearing a place holder ring.
Happy or Moody most of the time: EMOTIONAL and moody
Symptoms: Lightning crotch, Upper back pain on the right side (better than it was last week!!), pelvis/hip/groin pain, leg cramps at night, frequent peeing, heart burn, light-headed, out of breath, THIRSTY, stretch marks, spider veins, EMOTIONAL, hormonal, swollen and achey feet